I dont do formal, I do drunk at the bar

stuck.

I have this uncontrollable feeling. A pain shoots through my body constantly, i ache, i cry and yet when i talk to my mum it doesnt seem as bad. I have realised how home sick i have actually become. I could stand it while i was overseas because i knew how far away i was, but im only a 6 hour flight from home but its just so far.

Everything is going on at home, nans birthday, my neice growing up, one of my best friends pregnant with my god daughter, my mum and dads divorce. Just too much to be away from, yet i feel like im stuck here, in the mud.

i want my mum.

Facebook vs. Tumblr: The Beatles edition.

singalazysong:

Someone I don’t know adds me on Facebook:

Someone I don’t know follows me on Tumblr:
 

Someone writes on my Facebook wall:
 

Someone writes in my Tumblr ask box:
 

Lose a friend on Facebook:
 

Lose a follower on Tumblr:

Error on Facebook:
 

Error on Tumblr:
 

(Source: nuvoloso, via fuckyeahbeatles)

my happy medium

Life is such a confusing issue.

It has its ups and downs but does it ever have that happy medium? Like that one where you are perfectly content with where you are and what your doing. Im not too sure it actually does.

Its strange thing to finally find something so perfect and feel amazed with what you have and then find out it has to go just as quick as it came.

As I sit at work today my mind tends to wonder about and i dont even intend on  paying attention to what anyone is saying to, me finding my own space in my mind to ponder numerous amounts of nonsense.

I wish i could tell the issue to stay, to stay with me and at least then i could have it all the time. I dont want it to go away i enjoy its awkwardness, its silence and its energy. That would be my happy medium, if it could stay.

Blackbird

“The superstitious cast their stones at me.
Let them stare into the blackness,
self importance owns the evil it breeds.
And as the river flows,
the stories that it’s told, go
into the well below,
for a blackbird to swallow.
Lord don’t you cryI heard them weep,
Lord don’t you cry I heard them weep.
Lord I heard them!”